ALWAYS KISS ME GOODNIGHT

COOL SHIT OR WHAT?!

2009-11-08T23:43:00.000-08:00

Met up with my babes and shopping spree!(:

Half of my pay is GONE!

Juat have my belly pierced! Totally awesome!(: SUNTAN SOON QI!

Qi got hers done too.(: Hope theres no infection or anything like that.(: Picture will be up tomorrow.

And to my baby , I LOVE YOU!

Unfated

2009-10-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes , things just dont turn out the way like you wanted.
But the more you ask for , the lesser you get back.
Everything has an ending , maybe my ending come too fast. Too fast for me to accept.
Evey smile on your face , makes my worries goes away. But now , the sight of you , i hope you wont see me.
You makes me feel awarked. SERIOUSLY!
But to you , NICE 1! I still love you!
I'll accept whatever you've thrown to me , cos i LOVE YOU AL!

DontFeelRejected

2009-09-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

Im just so in love with this guy!

His my everything!

Hadn't been able to meet him for the past few week , and that bothers me!

Neeways , I just wanna let ppl know , how much he means to me!

"Nobody will die a virgin , cos life screwed us up!"

I cant STOP bleeding!

2009-09-07T03:17:00.000-07:00

Been wasting my life away for the past few months!
It's boring starting with a capital B!
Alot of things happen and none of it is solved yet! I felt so crappy now!
Qi was always there for me when i need someone. I just LOVE her so much! More than you can imagine.

"Shouldn't have done that in the first place,IDIOT!"

TRAINING TRAINING TRAINING

2009-03-11T03:33:00.000-07:00

I know it's been yrs since i actually post. Im sorry.

Here's the post that YOU all wanted(:

Ok , there's no pics , cos my USB is not with me , so , ya.(:

Having fun , having laughter and having sad moment. Din actually want to elaborate.

Ya , so school was so much better than anything. Cos friends are alwasy there for me(:

Friends are all going in NS , so does him): Swear upon god , i will miss you like hell.

Seriously , without you , life sux to the core. I don really enjoy the times , even HIS with me , i just don really feel happy. Maybe , my decision is wrong , or maybe im still not use to it. So , ya. actually , quit sad. But din show it on my face. Mum have been asking about you , but i don't know what to say , but to avoid , but how long i can avoid? Maybe , im really really really very bad. And i don't know how to act.

Ok , i know im down right emo , but just for the time being , cos i know im gonna be ok(:

Schools having bullies AGAIN! Tts actually very sad , being tease , curse and swear behind you. But everythings gonna end soon , real soon , just wait and see.

COMMON TEST , FLUNG! SHIT!

I lost all my confident , and im wondering should i just give up on my studies , YENNI WHERE"S YOUR MOTIVATION!

Maybe alot of things happen , and i cant get my focus on. So , ya.

Will be waiting for you to come out , and talk things out. Maybe after that , i'll just feel better , much more better.

I know this post is long , but just bear with it. LOVE IT , HATE IT , WHATEVER , COS YENNI DON'T GIVE A DAMN!

Till than(: Love ya'll

2009-02-19T01:55:00.000-08:00

STRESS OUT!

Due to boardness , here's my second post.(:

Damn board , so excited about tmr. Wish and hope nothing goes wrong.

Seriously , im worried that im not use to it. cos it's NOT YOU whos beside me , but HIM!

But just have to accept it. Cos his now MY! Haha

Do i sound happy? I think so. l0l

sorry eh , this is just a fucking lame post.(:

If i cant hold on , i'll let go

But i'll never give up!

I don't try to remember us but when I do,

it brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.

DOG BARK

2009-02-19T00:29:00.001-08:00

Stop annoying me. BITCHES!
Just leave me alone.
Dislike me, FUCK OFF! I dont think i like you too!
Now than i know your a 2 headed BITCH!
Go home and think about it. What have you done to me.
I din say a word , but you , stop treating me like im BLIND. I wont forgive you for what you have done!
And as i said , i wont find trouble with you , but just ASS-OFF my life!

Too hard to move on

2009-02-18T03:07:00.000-08:00

Maybe , it's really time to give up

Today is just the second day , but i alr felt empty. I don't know what to do when im back home , luckily , Miao and Nicko came to my house and bring me all the laughter that i needed, But after they're gone , im empty again.):

It's just 2 more days to our 8 months, Times flies , and did not wait for us. It went so fast that it actually make me unbearable. Im so stress , so depress , so sick and tired of everything. Now that you've left , i cant share any secrets with anyone. Not even myslef.

Maybe your the right one for me , but i din really cherish you, And now i've lost you , everything fall apart. How i wish time could just turn back. How i wish i din leave you. Everytime i picked up your call , i have to remind myself , your not mine anymore , we are just friend.I don know where you are , i don know what you're doing , and i don even know if you have that little more feeling for me.):

Maybe i hurt you too deep down , and it acually cause numbness. I don wish to be at home , i don wish to do anything , i don wish to even sleep on my own bed , i don wish to go places where theres memories of you and me. But i have to face the truth , that you're actually gone.

Every corner of my house , reminds me of you. Now that im alone at home , i wish to hear you calling me from the kitchen, Whenever i try to lye on my bed , i think of you , sleeping beside me , when ever im on the phone with friends, i really hope that was you , whenever i woke up , i hope to see you sitting beside my bed , saying i love you.

But none of it will come true again. Why din i wish that that will last longer.How i wish your by my side , i really hope to wishper those 3 words into your ears. I MISS YOU!

The Last GoodBye

2009-02-17T05:14:00.000-08:00

Tts the first sweetest pic we took

Everything ends today at 8.25pm today , 17 feb09'. I swear i will hate this date forever!
Time check , 9.18pm. it's not even an hour , and im missing you!):
I really cant possibly treat you this way. I cant take it as nothing have happen before. And i don have the courage to actually face you!
I need you , yes , i know , everyone knows , but im tired.
Not because of him , but us.
I have been trying so hard to be your good gf , and i think , i sometimes , i should stop , and get some rest
Im still in love with you , but i cant be with you.
And seriously , when you said that you hate me , my heart actually sank!):
Maybe , this is the only way to settle everything , not leaving any tracls behind.
Even though people use to say , 'we cant be lover , but we can be the best friend ever!'
In our case , i think it's impossible. Totally out of question.
I think. But i really wished to be your friend. Not friend , but Gf.):
No point saying this anymore, Things wont change.
Maybe this ain the right choice , but i've choosen to walk onto this path.
Hope i wont regret.
But saying till here , im REGRETTING!
Sorry my dearest boy. Im not good enough for you.
I sincerly wish that you find some1 far way better than me.
I know you wish to forget me badly. Hope your wish come true soon.
Love you , Bye my boy.):

Tts the last pic we took together.

I've been reading through our past msg and msn conversation.

I really miss those day

Held my hand , kiss me on my forehead , hug me tight when im sad.

But i know , everything will never be the same):

I LOVE YOU , just 3 more days , it'll be 8 month.

2009-02-14T19:39:00.000-08:00

ok , ytd was V.day , so spent my whole day with Baby!(:
Baby came to fetch me , he was expecting me to be ready when he come , but i wasn't. lol(:

So Baby waited for like about , 5 mins or even more , and we're ready to go! Have a puff at bus-stop with Baby.(:
Baby bought me SOMETHING!
Aww~ Baby your're sweet. Sorry if i din buy anything for you. But Monday everything you want to eat or buy , I PAY!(:
Ytd went lots of plce , and my leg was like so numb.
Actually wanted to catch a movie , but every show was like selling fast or even SOLD OUT!
Damn , i've been waiting for so long to watch a MOVIE!
Ok , laugh all you want.(:
Baby was sooooo sweet ytd. Went Ps walk walk around , YanShan was there , he even called our name , but we din hear. Shows that Ps so PACKED!
At night , went to usual place , called ah mao to come , but he say he shy.lol

So slack around , have some more puff , watch concert , have somethngs to eat , and it's alr like 11 plus , i guess.
My phone batt went FLAT again ytd! Shit , i need a NEWPHONE soon!
Baby , im waiting for you(:
Anyways , last night was so memorable(:
Thx Baby , I LOVE YOU!
Ytd i was a heavy somker , i know. I'll cut down , promise!

Here Comes the Up and Down EMOTION!

2009-02-10T00:34:00.000-08:00

You promised we have lunch together today , and it's actually my treat.):
Was wanting you to fetch me , but you din turn up. Instead your with your mum. What's your philosophy for life? Break Promises? Nah , i don't think so. As i always use to say , 'Don't promise so fast that you actually din think about it.'(: The more you want to accept her unwillingly , the more she will feel unloved . Understand , my dear?

You din meet me , than why are you so sure that i will give you MY black face?
Is it , you rather just forget it , than face it? Huh?
Im not showing you my attitude , im just trying to talk nicely yo.
Just as i mention , 'Don't cherish me , i will be gone in just a min.' You may find it nothing , but when you really lose it , you will regret for your life.
This promise that you broke is minor , but the other promise that you make , if you break it , it's MAJOR!
Ok , enough of all this.
Schools , SUCK TO THE CORE!
Anyways , today our class got show man , CANNING!
It looks painful , really. Mr Voon was panting a lil after the canning.lolol:D
I wanted to laugh so badly , but saw Sathival in so much pain , i nearly cried. Haas
But i held back my tears , cos Mr Gomes started to nag at us for like 5 mins or so.
Mr Gomes said a classical sentence , ' Nobody can change the past , but we can alter our FUTURE.' Cool huh~
Mr Thum , your so wicked! ERK!-.-'
Cant open my file huh , im gonna send the file to you like 3009876 times , till you open it up , and PRINT it for ME! I SWEAR!

Ok , baby i miss you , just when will we be normal back? JUST WHEN?
Im nicely talking to you huh , don say i show attitude.(: Love You!

2009-02-09T03:17:00.000-08:00

I GIVE UP! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!

CRAVINGS

2009-02-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

Went over to Baby's house to slack. (:

So nice to have him beside me. At night , Baby's dad called , saying he won 4d. We were like , ' SO FAST?'
But sad to say , he got it wrong! Not wrong , is he din even bought the number. lolol
That was the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard! He got everyone so excited , but in the end , ZERO! NOTHING!

But nehmind , we will win someday , somehow.(;
Believe and your wish and dream will come true.
Anyways , have dinner at Lor.8 with Baby. Nice , i've got the chicken cutlet again(:
Im going there , again, next time!(;

Im craving for SUSHI!
Baby! I want THAT PHONE!!!!
And not forgetting to say , you're the cutest Baby ever! EVER!

2009-02-07T19:51:00.000-08:00

As can see , i went out AGAIN!(:

Baby , came to my house to slack from 1 plus to 3. After a few hours of waiting , we went down to Ps to have our lunch , cos Shun and Shan haven reach. lolol
They're always , ALWAYS , late! But i din really mind , cos i know that they're extremely tired. So , went to have MAC , it's like thousand years since i have their burger.
Shun and Shan finally arrive , about 15 mins late.
Was expecting Shan's Gf , but she wasn't with them. Asked , and Shan says she'll reach abit later on.

Walk around Ps and Shan's Gf arrive.
Oh god , should i comment on her Gf , or should i not. Ok , i'll simply describe.
Don't blame me , shan.
Ok , here it goes: She's taller than Shan a lil bit , She's not really good looking , but she's caring towards Shan. I think tts all i can say. I don't really wanna go on. Haas:D

So , have our lunch kum dinner at Just Asia. Not bad~
After that , went over to our usual place , Esplanade. Their having HuaYi Festival. Their perform were awesome.(: Was so engross in the show that i only took 1 pic and it's really blur.
And i actually found out that Bf was in that drum CCA When his in sec. So does Shan and Shun , the most unbeliveable thing is that Shan was the leader of the team. His like so little , i mean LITTLE! Ok , simply saying , he look like sec 2 when his actually sec 4. lolol

Cilled at StarBucks till 10 plus i think and we slowly stroll back to the MRT station and off i went home. Baby sent me home last night and meet Shan and Shun afterthat.(: baby , I love you(:
Meeting baby later on , gtg(:
Chios~

2009-02-06T07:21:00.000-08:00

Went out with Baby and his mum.(: Have our dinner at Qi , nice~

After that went shop shop a round , got myself a top , im satisfied(: Thx eh , Baby.
Went over to Ah Pui's shop and got a cigg from him. lol

Baby cannot tahan , went to buy a pack of cigg and went to old place to slack.
Actually wanted to go 239 , i guess. I dont like it there. Old place is much more better(:
Serious!
Baby today very cute(: Anyways , i find myself loving him more and more each day.(:

Baby if you see this , you must , MUST AR , go 'AWWW'. lolol
I think tts all , gotta ciong my D n T now.
Tatas((((:

2009-02-05T07:05:00.000-08:00

As you can see , i've changed my blogskin and song.(:

Ok ,i'll just do a short post.(: Sorry eh , above pics is like few days back , i grabbed it from Qi's blog.(:

Schools , as i always mention , SUCKS LIKE HELL!

Gtg , lot's of Hw waiting(: BYEZ..

2009-02-04T02:37:00.000-08:00

I'll walk down the path with you , no matter what. Promise

Usual , schools. Duh! Shit

So boring , i seriuosly don understand why must our day in school so long?

Anyways , Mr l praised me. Hehe. He actually says that im hardworking , cool huh.(:

OK , im really proud of it , cos this is the first time ever in my secondary school life , tt actually a tcher praised me!(:

For that , im giving my heart and soul into chem. lolol

This is the first year that i actually focus in class , execpt for phy & goeg. So boring la~

Homework ain going anywhere , cos it has stop!

don know why , hw is getting lesser and lesser each day? It's only D&T that im worried about.

So many research , so many hand writing , and so many thinking! I've choosen the wrong course! DAMN!

Nehminds , im still able to cope.(:

Mr Ong is the greatest D&T tcher that i've ever seen in my YCSS life! Im serious k(:

Ok , forget about school and now to normal life.

Lifes getting more and more boring each day.

Cos it's like , SCHOOL>REMEDIAL>HOME>SCHOOL>REMEDIAL>HOME(cycle continues)

And the worst thing ever is that Babys going NS soon.): Everybody says AWWWW~

Why didnt we met earlier? Why i so suay. Im the 1 waiting for you to come out of hostel and now again im the 1 waiting for you to come out of NS! Thats suffering you know.):

But anyways , i will keep my promise de la dey(: Trust me!

I think thats all i have to say.

Till than(:

2009-02-01T04:17:00.000-08:00

Pics assemble from the early to the lastest!
(;

Ban Ban(: Nice 1

Went sy house to gamble , as flag day is DAMN SHIT BORING & TIRING!
Lost money!!!!!!! Actually should say no win no lose. Cos i won 4 bucks and lost 4 bucks. Haas.
Anyways , ytd night went out with Shan , Shun and Bf , actually intend to go for Chingay , but din.
It's too crowded anyway , so.

Went Vivo to catch a movie , 'The Wedding Game' , rating , 3.5/5.
Abit boring. Actually i regretted watching this show. Should have watch midnight show.):
And all the puff i've took has actually cos me with a shore throat last night. Should have lessen it.
Forget to mention , i've bump into Silvia last night. So ciao , lolol.

Love all the 3 of you , sending me back home. Espcially BABY!
Back home , mum din mentioned anything , if i know it will be like that , i wont to back so early. SHIT!
Should have go clubbing instead , wasted. Have to wait till next weekend and meet up with them again. Looking forward to it!
Baby , i want THAT PHONE!

2009-01-28T05:59:00.001-08:00

Went over to Baby house to slack.

Watched a chinese movie , forget whats tt call , damn funny , i swear!;D

Spent most of the time sleeping , ps Baby alone.):

But i only slept about 30 mins or so and i woke up.(: Hass , i know , tts fast.lolol

Afterthat went over to TPY central for a bite and off we went home. Wanted to go Jp to return some CDs , but due to my blurness and mostly forgetness , i actually bought along only 1 CD. DAMN! Baby came home with me , took the Cd , drank a cup of hot milk and he went home.

Im currently waiting for his call.

PS//:Baby faster call me , im going to fall asleep in a bit!

I've spent the most beautiful day with you

Baby , i will wait for you till the day im married off to your family.

I PROMISE!

2009-01-26T07:50:00.000-08:00

Heyo , posting , posting , posting(:

Just came back from Malaysia this morning , and met Baby after that.

Went to walk walk around. None of the shops working , accept for some. lolol

Went to have our dinner at Pasta Mania , nice~

After that actually wanted to go CQ for a drink , but i lazy so din go.

Slack at StarBucks for about 30 mins or so. Wanted to go Watson to get my stuff , but saded , CLOSE!):

So walk around juction and Baby wanted the gents. Otw , we heard ppl saying toilet got GHOST!

Baby was like 'HUH , wah exciting leh!' lolol

Actually it's not a big deal. So Baby went in to the toilet , and another couple i guess , wanted to go to the gents too. The girl was like so timid , she asked me accompany her. I dont even know her , but see she very urgent , damn pathetic the face. Than accompany her in. lolol

Ok ma , to me.

Maybe im brave , haas.

Above post are craps , ignore! Cos she call me not to say out , very sia suay.

So , about tmr , not sure where to go. Maybe staying at home for the whole morning , and go out during evening ba.

There's still a stack of holi homework waiting for me to complete. Chiao~

2009-01-23T08:44:00.000-08:00

Ok , im actually so lazy that i just want to let de pics do the talking.

Make it more obvius , i went out with Bf and his family for dinner , and i PS my friends. IM SO SORRY!):

Pls , understand me , k? I will make it up to you girls soon(: PROMISE!

Taste great!

SLICE

look a lil like SHIT! i knowThats about it. Bear with me(:

Night world(:

2009-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

Ok , as usual , i'll say school sucks to the core!

Especially Social Studies. The tcher is our form tcher as well. And she likes to talk alot of nonsense during her period. Theres really nothing that really links to Ss. I seriously cant understand why must she talk all that nonsense during her period. Why cant she just talk about it , during CEP lesson?

I've never seen such a irritating human ever in my life! I SWEAR!Shes the first.I dont wanna say name , but those in my class should know.(:

Enough of my nonsense. Back to topic. Was actually very excited about the Chem thing. But sad to know , Mr L din really mark finish our paper. So have to WAIT!

I was so damn tired that i actually wanted to get some sleep , but Miao was tickling me all over! It's like WTH!

Bo bian , she doesn't want me to retain. THUMBS UP FOR HER!(:

Schools ends late abit today. Cos was being held back due to the talks.

Bf , din really say anything , but i know he must me thinking , 'YOU SUCK!' lolol

Baby wanted a hair cut , so went and his not satisfied with his hair cut. His not , but i am(:

His so dashing!(: lolol. Ok , his my baby.(:

Chinese New Year coming le , going to have alot of reunion dinner with lots of friends. Im waiting.(:

2009-01-20T06:51:00.000-08:00

忽然一场阵雨
世界缩为屋檐
你熟悉的侧脸
回头就在眼前
一分神丢了手里烟
坠落了燃烧的岁月
让画面再接回从前
省略了昨天的昨天
后来的你好吗
有比较快乐吗
我应该高兴吧
却又说不上话
雨打湿你右边的肩
泪滑过我左边的脸
这就是唯一的关联
当爱是仓促的句点
你曾是我吻过我爱过也伤过
拥有过却错过的情人
这样太残忍
你现在总是刻意保持陌生
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
没权利再问
他是否对的人
后来的你好吗
有比较快乐吗
我应该高兴吧
却又说不上话
我们是两条平行线
再没有任何交叉点
只留下心酸的感觉
当爱是仓促的句点
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
没权利再问他是怎样的人
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
是我先转身爱上了错的人
恋上一个人

Someone once special to me , send me this.
I don't really understand , but i know how he feels. Im sorry.

2009-01-20T05:57:00.000-08:00

As usual , school. Bored):

Damn , i got chem class test , and tcher was like wasting our time talking about what our Vp say this morning. He actually took up , half a period and left us only about 5 mins to compete all the question. And it's obvious that i din actually finished it. ERK!

But i guess i can pass , i cross my finger.

After school today , we left school straight but i was being called back by Vp! FUCK!

I don't like it. He like nagging the same topic to me over and over again , so damn irritating.

Good that Nick and Qi actually ran away , leaving me alone.): His going to check on me again , tmr.):

After that , went Bugis , our first stop to shop for some undone things and went FarEast further continuing our haunting of cloths. Bought alot of stuff today and im left with only 2 bucks , i guess.

Dickson , Henry and Ah Han was on their way to bugis too. But i din bum into them. AWW):

Just reach home not long , damn tired , but theres still lots of homework waiting for me to complete.

Anyways , New Year is just round the corner. I miss my friends. Hope to meet them up soon.(:

2009-01-19T05:28:00.000-08:00

It' been ages since i post(:

I have been busy shifting house , from Holland , to now , Boon Lay!

I cant get use to it. I usually take a 10 min bus and i will reach town , but now , it's like FOREVER!

But theres only 2 possible good point living here , my friends are close around me and my school is so near that i can actually walk there. Ok , i know i sound so mountain tortoise , what to do , it's like only 2 weeks since i live here.

Went out this few days haunting for New Years cloth. But due to some shortage of cash , i din bought any good stuff); That's sad i know.
Took alot of pictures! Not lots , it's describe as TONS! And i really mean TONS!

But i only will pick some , cos as you know , my friends are picky about their looks.

2008-12-25T19:04:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE WAS FUN!!!
Went out with ZhiYong , Ah Shun , YanShan & Bf(;
Went town to count down(; Wooh~it's like damn crowded. There's noways to walk , we have to squeeze thorugh a narrow path , we even have to say excuse me to pass thorugh. WTH!
Everyone has a bottle of spray. Like siao , everyone was sparying , that makes them look like an idiot who din wash their hair clean and came out of the toilet with shampoo on. lolol
Went to catch Twillight , and the show ended late , midnight , i think. Wth , saw alot of familiar faces.
Outside Cine was like Hell , so smoky , it seems like everyone there somkes. lolol
After watching the show , Ah Shun say he wanted to take pic , but it's too crowded. And ZhiYong suggested that we walk to Db to take instead. We walk all the way to ps , but ps is also very crowded. Slacked at starbucks and reach home late.(:
That night was sos0sososos FUN!~
Pics with ZhiYong , cant upload any.):

2008-12-23T21:19:00.000-08:00

Hey people(:
Finally bought my school shoe ytd with Bf , but theres still 1 last thing i haven even buy.
That's SCHOOL BAG! ERK!
Not only that , i haven even done any of my holi's hw.[damn]
Who will be good enough to help me with it?! Kindsoul,anyone?
Got to ciong all the way liao.
Going out later. Clubbing / pubbing? Not sure. Maybe or maybe not.
Gonna stay out late today.
Going back to get my beauty sleep back , im lack of resting): . lolol
Blog again when im back , i guess.

Feels like I have always known you

And I swear I dreamt about you

All those endless nights I was alone

It's like I've spent forever searching

Now I know that it was worth it

With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels

Thought I knew how it feelsBut with you

it's like the first day of my lifeCuz you leave me

speechlessWhen you talk to me

2008-12-22T01:57:00.000-08:00

People , people , people.(:
Im back. Was working this few days.
Damn , sales was like F! But never mind , Bf was there for me like , the whole day.lolol
Today was feeling sick , so wont be working.
Currently , im at Bf's house slacking.((;
WAHAHAHAHAHA!
That's all ba , tmr will be going out with miao , (i think)
Cya ya(:

2008-12-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHAHA!:OOOOOO

Back home posting.

Went out with Bf. Din really did any shopping.):
Never mind , i dont think i need any shopping either. lolol(:

Actually , intend to meet YanShan and Ah Shun they all de , cos today Shan come out.

But don know why , Ah shun say not meeting le.

I wanted to go bugis do something , but Bf end up going to Penisular.[Damn]

Walk around , notice that theres nothing much there.

Wanted to walk to Bugis Street but Bf forget how to.-.- So , went to take bus , but we waited at the wrong side.[shit]

Was walking around and Bf remembered how to go Bs. So we walk there , otw , we played , Jie-long.

Haas , i OWNED la!~

Took a cigg from nei-nei. Have our dinner at Big-bird and now im here , HOME SWEET HOME!(:

I love you more than anything.(:

You're the most important person that have ever appear in my life.

My dearest , sweetest , cutest , YANG YANG!

2008-12-18T19:00:00.000-08:00

Oh well , oh well , oh well.

Im so sorry to say this , IGNORE THE PREVIOUS POST!

I've been like saying this for about 45678910 times.

We've got back together. I felt so stupid writting this now. Cos it's so embarrassing , not bcos im back with him , but cos i got so worked up last night , and now we're back together again. lolol:D

WTH!

But , oh well , im happy though. :DDD

I really hope thats the last time we actually scream at each other , like no human business.

Ok people , we're back TOGETHER again(: I'll love you DEARLY! I SWEAR across my heart!<3

p.s:Dickson , Im not your friend's Gf. Your funny.((: Im ok now le , not to worry. :D

2008-12-18T06:27:00.000-08:00

People stop asking me if we're still together , ans: "NO"
Im really happy being with the past 5 months plus going 6 , really.
You told me that im special to you , you told me that im beautiful in your eyes , you told me that you will marry me , you told me you will give in to me no matter what.
But now , everything end now , this second , this min.
Goodbye my love , Goodbye my Yang Yang.
Take care of yourself well , dont get sick again le.
Don't be missing again at home. Tell your parents you wont be at home , so that they wont be so worried.
Everything must handle well , dont get fed up so easily.
Everything will be settle well when your calm.
GOOD BYE!

I will be loving you secreatly , taking care of you secreatly , and miss you secreatly.
I will be counting the days that you leave me , cos you left a very deep impact inside me.
I love you , my dear boy!

2008-12-18T06:13:00.001-08:00

SHUT UP!

2008-12-17T18:05:00.000-08:00

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一天我们有缘在见你会不会想起说过的永远

This is excatly how i feel now

2008-12-17T16:33:00.000-08:00

Everything happened too fast , i cant really remember.

All i know is Bf yelled at me very loudly , he got fed up , i got fed up and i just went off like that.

After the yelling of sound passing through my head , all i know is , i have to GET OUT OF HERE!

I couldn't cry , i couldn't shout , i couldn't do anything. I just simply walk away , pretending that theres nothing going on.

I dont really know what to do than , went off to my mum place.

Sitting alone at the Bus-Stop , thinking 'am i going to ba alone again?' 'Where is Bf , what is he doing now?'

Get on the bus , the bus just came to the next stop , and there Bf is.

He din saw at first , but when he borded the bus , he went off the bus again.

I just remain seated and pretend that i din even noticed him. I was crying all the way , with my face covered.

That was the worst day ever in my life. All i do ytd was to pretend , pretend and pretend.

I din want my mum know whats happening and force myself with a smile.

Look so fake , with my red eyes. I complained that my contact hurts.

Im sitting inside my mum office , doing nothing.

Bf should be having fun with Ah shun ba.

Hope he will take care of himself and not let his parents worried again.

'Smile 1 day , cry also 1 day , why not smile?'(((:

Maybe im not big enough for you.

Maybe im not matured enough for you.

Maybe we're not suitable.

Or even , maybe we shouldn't be together in the first place.

Or even , im not up to your expectation.

Whatever that is , i accept it.

Pretending that im suitable fopr you ,

Pretending that im matured enough for you,

pretending that im the one for you. Everything will soon come an end

The decision is for you.

I will tell myself , i have given every single love from me to you

And im sastisfied with everything that you have given me

The love , the care , the encouragement.

Even if im forced to leave you , i will leave you with a smile

I will hold back my tears , pretend that it's ok

This way , you will leave without knowing that you actually hurt someone that deep.

Cos you alr forgotten the FOREVER you once said to me!

2008-12-14T18:42:00.000-08:00

This few weeks spend alot of time with Bf.((((:

[Three Cheers]

Was having so much fun with ah shun and co.(:

Bf was always there for me whenever i need him. I have been nagging alot of things to Bf cos i cannot tahan keeping everything inside my heart , suffering alone.): Bf din got irritated but just keep silent and listen to me nagging.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!<3

Went Bukit Batok Hostel to get Bf's ic from Mr Teng[i think]

Was there with Bf and Bf's mum.

His mum was so hilarious. lolol :DDDD

So much laughter.

Baby got very sick now , but he put up a strong front for me. Cos he knows i need him badly.):

Even though his badly sick and tired , he still manage to get up early to sent me to work , pei me work till off , and every night , he will reach home about 12 , and have to wake up the next morning about 7 plus to fetch me from home to work.)))))):

Baby thx alot for being there for me. Sometimes , you do need a rest yourself , your not a robot , you don work in need of a battery or charger , k? I appreciate it alot.

Went Jp after hostel.

WOW! Jp is like , SO BIG!

Walk Walk around to familiarise.(:

Later Bf Coming to find me. YEA.^.^V

Was having my dinner at Jp and that bloody chicken wing just wonuldn't listen to my instruction!

F!!!

Bf help me with it. Looks easy to me huh.

lolol

I cut , i cut , i cut cut cut!

Wah piang eh!

Cut CUt Cut

Wah , finally.[Phew]

Baby i love you!
Thx for everything that you ahve done for me.
Don't say yourself not good le , your the best in my eyes k.
You've done alot of things for me alr , don't say yourself useless.
Accept the fact that you've done far much more better.
I really feel really in love with you.
Remember what you promise me lat night , you wont leave me.(:
I LOVE YOU YANG YI SONG!

2008-12-04T22:32:00.000-08:00

Ytd went out with Bf , Eric(yanshan) , ah Shun(jiawei) , ah Mao , Zhi yong , Yong an and i asked clar to tag along.(: Fun la~

But damn shit , it's drizzling all the way. We're all wet.=.="

Ignored the drizzle and just cycle around East Cost , Zhi yong leading in front.

After cycling for about 1 hour or maybe 2(?) we're all damn shit tired.

Returned the bic and off we went to have our dinner at parkway.

Went to Mac at East coast to clean up and Clar noticed that her 'slipper' koyak. lolol

Damn funny la. can't help it and was laughing like siao:DDDDDDDD

Zhi yong bought a slipper for her at 7-11. Cool~

Everyone was like , 'mine also spoil leh , buy for me la!'

Walk all the way to parkway even though we are all tired.

Had steam-boat there. Nice~but not very la. lolol

Me , clar and Bf went home first , cos it's pretty late.(:

Clar took the same bus as me and Bf.

Bf and me dropped off first and clar drop somewhere futhur.(:

Just as to say , Ytd was FUN FUN &FUN!

2008-12-03T19:25:00.000-08:00

Ytd night was fun! Lazy to elaborate. Just simpify(:

-Met Bf at his house

-Get a call from shun.

-Went to meet them at cine

-caught a movie call Quaran

-Scary~(DAMN)

-Gross , Unexpected Shockness! (ERK)

-Went Esplanade

-Chill at StarBucks

-Something went wrong there

-Atmosphere was damn

-Walk around with ah mao's gf(kiamin)&ZhenYu

-Nice knowing them

-Took some pics

-Finally , home sweet home!

-Going out with the same group of ppl

-Clar tagging along

-CYCLING!

-COOL(Woot)

-Another Fun Day Coming Up~

2008-12-01T06:06:00.000-08:00

Went out with BabyFace.(:

Went vivo , bugis & have our dinner at big bird.(:

The wanton Mee not very nice la , in my opinion la , but Bf say very nice. =.= "

Have a small quarrel with Bf at Vivo. B'cos of my bloody mouth. Why cant i just say something nice?????);

I din mean it that way. Really. Maybe i put it in a wrong way and wrong say. But i din mean it.

I kept quite din mean im angry. It's my fault , i wont be angry.

Im just thinking back what i have did and what bad thing i've said to you. Im not like any others girls that you've said. IM NOT!!!!!

Nevertheless , we still have ourself back. HEHE. Thx Bb for always giving into me.

I will go fan xing fan xing de.

Schools gonna start in about 1 months time. AHHHHHHH! I've not done anything yet. HELL!

Gonna buck up for nest year N le.):

Gonna say bye to holis and hi to books. DAMN
I LOVE YOU LA DEY!

2008-11-30T22:41:00.000-08:00

IM BORED!
Planned all GONE~ ERK!

Im so boring at home.):

This few days spent alot of time with Bf , COOL!

I miss him badly.):

Feel like going Vivo , Bugis , Far-east , town.

But where's my $$$$$$ =.="

How i wish $$ will drop from the sky. Lolol

That's my wistful thinking.

That will never happen.

Hais , im bored till crapping here.

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!

I WANNA GO OUT!
BABY PLS , I WANNA GO OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Im going bonkers!

2008-11-27T20:50:00.001-08:00

Going out with friends later. But im just damn dead bored now!

ERK!

Nothing to do.):

SIAN SIAN SIAN is what i have to say now!

But later will be having fun ba , i think and i hope so~

((((((((;

wish me luck!(:

Baby come fetch me , come fetch me , come fetch me!

HEHE

Im Waiting for you~ Im waiting for you~(;

2008-11-25T21:29:00.000-08:00

This few days went out with BABYFACE! So happy la~

Even tough we did quarrel , but our love is still strong!

Haas(:

Babyface keep smoke smoke smoke , like never smoke before. Like F la!

But that's what he likes to do. Bo bian.

Just hope he know when to stop.(:

Going back Malaysia tmr. Sian!

But never mind , just for 1 day. No big deal. lolol

I lost my job due to something very stupid.

JAMIE BOSS! YOUR SOSOSOSOSO F LA!

Don't your husband fetch you after your work. IDIOT!

If there's something wrong about fetching Gf home , call the police than!

FUCKER!

I know she cant see this , but im just venting my anger here. Haas

Oh well , just get into that delivery room , and just deliver that baby out of your bloody stomach.

Anyways , don need you to say , i also want quit le. HUMPH

Getting my pay soon~ WOOT!

Im going shopping le! Finally!

BYE TO WINDOW SHOPPING AND HI TO NEW CLOTHS! YEA!^.^v

Oh 1 more thing , BYE TO WORK AND HI TO HOLIs!

2008-11-22T06:26:00.000-08:00

Went out wif BabyFace!(;

Woot~

Today enjoed man~ Was so fun.

Talking about how we met and stuff. What a fun day i have~ Haas.

Was eating i don know what restaruant. The soft shell carp damn nice la~

Ate it twice alr. Still not feeling disgusted. Lolol

Took alot of BabyFace's candid pics. Haas.

Damn cute la BABY!

Took alot of pics.

Look at my cute Baby!(:

Baby was like what , so buay gam guan. Than also want kaypo , take my pic. Haas. That's what i love abut my BABY!

The food is like HEAVEN LA~

DELICIOUS <>

Look at my cucu face. It's like

WTH!!!!!!!Lolol

Really enjoyed myself with Bf this few days. Hope this can carry on , but i know , he will work sooner or later.):

Anyways , im damn happy today , cos Bf DISCHARGE liao! WOot~

I LOVE YOU MY LOVELY BOY! FOREVER BE MY BABYFACE , HAO MA?

2008-11-20T19:17:00.000-08:00

Ytd work was like F*!

At first there's no slaes at all , than when im about to close my shop , all those F-er was like bees , hanging around my shop! ERK! Even though im happy , but im TIRED!

But THX anywyas.(:

At least i wont be the lowest in sales!(((;

Bf came to pei me for the two days. Im like what , worrying if my boss will just poped out somewhere , somehow. LOL

But ok la , they did not come! Haas.

Me and Bf was like playing catching around the shop.

Peacing here and there. Look like idiots.

Haas , but fun!

Took turns to serve the 'BEES' and took turn to smoke!(;

That two days , i find myself such a fast somker.

I din stop puffing. And the cigg seems to end very very fast. Im like rushing for train or something. Bf too , we both somke damn fast!(:

His worried that im alone , and im worried that my boss may popped out somewhere.

lolol.

Was damn sian. So just took some photos.

Trying to take baby's candi , but he just seems to know what im up to. TSK!

I LOVE YOU DEARLY!~

Charles. P.S: I really cannot pei you today la. And hor , i stay very far leh. LAZY! Psps.

2008-11-18T05:33:00.000-08:00

JJ's sixology

Rap:

Hey greedy, don't fret

What you see is what you get

You name it, I have it

What you see is what you get

左左左左偏左就用左手

生活就不用想太多

怦怦怦怦

心动张开眼睛就记得当下的

强烈有时灵光一闪而过

牛顿也吃苹果我的念头不太罗唆限时间能人座

请你不要到处叩叩

潮流需要抠抠

不小心就没抠抠用力到处扣扣

花掉所有抠抠钱买不到绝活

你说听说听说你听谁说跟着乱走闹哄哄

通通通通普通普通如果不懂不要随便拒绝

Rap:

Little chick having chips on my sofa

Bearbricxs take a shit on my sofa

Smudge babies lying on my sofa

Neighborhxxds and Kiks singing "So-Fa"

Baby , I really do love you like hell.

Thx for enduring my willfulness and stubbornness

I promise i will try my best to be a good Gf. But this is who i am , but i will TRY!

Forget all the unhappy memory , always remember the happy ones. I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE THIS GUY !

2008-11-17T05:33:00.000-08:00

Went out with Bf to day!!(
Woot~

He ytd last day work at ZINC! WAHAHAHAHA~

Im like damn happy la~

Ignore all the previous posts. Lol! Thats all crap. :/

Im ok now with Bf. And that someone , just get YOUR HOLE OUT OF MY WAY HUH!

Left home around 9 plus to meet Bf at void-deck. Im so over the moon la.

Seeing Bf holding a pack of CHEESY SAUSAGE COCKTAIL! Woot~

Damn happy~ I thought im going to be hungry le.):

It's like too early , went to have Laksa for our breakfast. NICE~
Din really finish it. Haas(:

Went to take bus , going to Queensway find Aunty Kelly. The rain damn heavy la. Bf ran in the rain.

His wet till like never wet before.

After that went Bf's mother's house.

HAve our dinner there.

Lazy to write liao.(((: See picture ba.((:

All i can say is FUN , FUN & FUN~!

Woot~Woot~Woot~

PICTURE DO THE TALKING!

Me & Bf

Bf & Me

CuCu Bf & ME

That's ME

WOOT~

That Cucu Me(:

I LOVE YOU BABY YANG YI SONG!

THX FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE FOR ME!

DON'T YOU EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN!HUMPH!

Ricky Nelson - I Will Follow You 1963

I will follow youFollow you wherever you may go

There isn't an ocean too deep

A mountain so high it can keep me away

I must follow you

Ever since you touched my hand I knowThat near you I always must be

And nothing can keep you from me

You are my destiny

I love you, I love you, I love youAnd where you go I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow

You'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love

From now until forever, forever, foreverI will follow you

2008-11-15T23:14:00.000-08:00

Im really sorry for what i have done to you! I really don't know will end up like this.
Blame me all you want. Don't believe me ever again. Im a LIAR!
Get as far as possible from me. I don't want you to regret anything. I don't want to hurt you. Your my precious once , but now , it seems to be nothing. Im sorry.
Sorry is what i can say to you now.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

你不等了.
说好的.幸福呐我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.
要怎麼停呐

2008-11-15T03:48:00.000-08:00

Im talking to you now. But i just cant bring myself to talk to you normally.

Im worried that whatever i say now , will hurt you in future.

Pardon me for behaving like this. After whatever that have happen not long ago , and whatever the PERSON have told you behind my back , i have to be more careful about myself.

Im sorry if im being selfish. I rather keep everything to myself than letting you know.

Im scared now. I don't want to share anything with you. I just don't know why?

Maybe you should just say thx to that SOMEONE! Im scared i will hurt you.

If you really try to trust me , i really never like HIM before. That's all i can say.

Believe it or not , i don't want to care anymore. Im tired. I need some rest.

Being with you , is very xin fu , not xin ku. Your family is wonderful , sweet and lovely , even your father's gf. But your friends is giving me STRESS! Im wondering am i YOUR Gf or HIS Gf. His making me scared of you and him.

Sorry. But i do LOVE YOU! My lovely boy! This is how i feel now. I don't mean anything my boy.

2008-11-15T03:25:00.000-08:00

I don't give a DAMN to whatever that happens around me!

A promise is broken by someone i trust before! And he treat it as NORMAL!

FUCK HELL YOU! NBCB!

How much harm you have done to me and him? There's simply NO TRUST AT ALL!

Thx alot huh! Or should i just say , 'I LOVE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME'!

Just because of your BIG MOUTH! I simply just cant face him! When i say don't say first , there's always a reason behind it! Have you give it a thought before whatever come out of your mouth!

I couldn't even explain myself well to him NOW! Im not sure weather you said that to him deliberately or just trying to help! But have you ever think what's the consequences to BARE! HUH! IDIOT! cb.

I've alr tried my best to hold this thing back and just let it go!

BUT HOW! TEACH ME IF YOU KNOW HOW TO!

I have not scold vulgar for don know how long! But i just cant hold back any longer. Do you know how many FUCKING times he has been asking me ,

'Dear , how am i suppose to trust you again?'

I did something wrong , yes , i know. I did all i can do to explain it. But it seems to be wasting of time.

FUCK YOU BLOODY CBK!

Don't you ever appear in front of me!

You've ruin everything in my 'BEAUTIFUL' life!

No matter how hard i try now , this relationship won't get any better!

Just get your HOLE out of my way! cb

AND THX ALOT HUH! I LOVE YOU LA! CB[AW]

And boy , if you happen to pass by. Believe him , don't trust me!

His your Bro , im just a extra girl in your life , you don't have to trust me if you don't want to!

2008-11-14T06:27:00.000-08:00

Met Bf just now. Im so happy. I seems to miss him more than i think i have.(;

That's good. His so sick , keep cough and cough and cough.

See liao also heart pain.):

Lovely boy , pls take care of yourself k? Don't make me worry for you.

You should be late home tonight ba.

This is a list of Things To Do for Bf Later Tonight:

Go Home Fast.

Go toilet wash your feet , CLEAN!

Go next door shh , shh.

Go back room , take your cloths and go bath.

No playing of water. It's PRECIOUS!

Make yourself dry. And i mean totally DRY!

Go back room on your com , watch your show.

After watching , go brush teeth.

Before going to bed , drink a cup of warm water , with your med.

After that go toilet shh , shh.

Go back room , hug your Winnie The Pooh TIGHT!

Cover your blanket. (Don't kick it off at night!)

Sleep and don think about anything.

Morning , wake up liao , go toilet shh , shh.

After that go brush your teeth and wash your face , WELL!

Go take your cloth and have your bath , QUICKLY!

Dry your hair and pack your room.

Change your cloth , pack your bag and leave house.

Go aunty there for breakfast.

After that take 10 bucks from her.

Ask her for her phone and call me.

After that leave for your work.

When working , drink more water.

That's the list that YOU , YANG YI SONG , need to do , and must do!!!(:

Above list is requested by Y.Y.S. Sorry peeps.

Do bear with it. Hehe(:

Oh , me and Bf's terms is getting better and better.(:

Boy , i let you go meet Fang , cos i trust you. I really don't have other meaning.

Believe me k?(:

Lovely boy , i really do LOVE YOU!

Incubus - I Miss You

To see you when i wake up

Is a gift i didn't think could be real

To know that you feel the same as i do ,

it's a three-fold , utopian dream.

You do something to me that i can't explain.

So would i be out of line if i said "I miss you?"

I see your picture i smell on your skin on.

The empty pillow next to mine.

You have only been gone ten days ,

but im already wasting away.

I know i'll see you again.

Whether far or soon.

But i need you to know that i care ,

and i miss you.

2008-11-10T19:21:00.000-08:00

Falling in love in this age is not what i actually wanted.
But i don't know why whenever the feeling comes , i just can't resists!
Im Falling In Love With You Soon , BB. Dont Treat Me So Good Will You? Im Afraid I Will Fall In Love WIth You W/O Knowing It Myself!
Recently i just miss him so much! I don't know why.
I felt that i don't really understand him that well. I dont know what excatly does he want from me. I really don't KNOW! But i still LOVE him so much~

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girlI swear Id be a better man.
Id listen to her Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted Cause hes taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

2008-11-08T06:41:00.001-08:00

Went out with Ah Wei and Clar. Hehe. Quite fun , but quite boring too.

Cos Ah wei keep emo one corner. Hehe.

Went far east find Linette and Nicko and Charles. After that went Boat quay find Billy.

He chnage le wor. He become more skinny le. His long hair now become MOHOCK! lol.

Can't really regconise.

Bf not feeling well. Was so worried about him. Ah wei can at there laugh at me.):

But Bf say he now ok liao.(((((;

OMFG!!! Tmr i working le wor! Damn excited lo.

Hope everything goes fine.

I LOVE YOU my Bf.

2008-11-07T17:51:00.000-08:00

That's all the past le.<20.06.08>

Since you want me to leave you alone. I think i get what you mean le.):

Maybe leaving you alone is better for you.

Coming out of Hostel soon , when come out , take care of yourself.

Hope you find someone way much better than me.

ILY!~

2008-11-07T16:01:00.000-08:00

SOMETIMES YOUR JOKES REALLY HURTS!

I CANT SIMPLY TREAT WHATEVER YOU SAY YTD NIGHT AS A JOKE!

JOKES GOT LIMIT DE. SO DOES A HUMAN.

A GIRL WHICH LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.

HAVE YOU EVER THINK BEFORE TELLING HER THINGS KIND OF JOKES.

WHAT IF IM THE ONE WHO SAID THAT TO YOU.

AFTER HURTING YOU , AND SAYS ITS A JOKE. JUST TAKE IT EASY!

YOU SAID YOU WILL TAKE IT AS A JOKE. ARE YOU SURE?

OR WILL YOU JUST GIVE ME A BLACK FACE! HUH!

HAVE YOU EVER THOGUHT OF THE JOKE THAT YOU MADE ON ME , COME TRUE!!! HAVE YOU , OR HAVE YOU NOT!

ONE LAST THING TO YOU!

SHE DO LOVE YOU ALOT. SHE CAN SACRIFICE ALOT OF THINGS FOR YOU.

YOU DONT CHERISH NOW , SHE WILL BE GONE JUST A FEW MIN.

OR EVEN JUST A BLINK OF YOUR EYES!

You thaught me how to love , care and even taught me what family really mean.

But now , once again , your treating me like a stranger. Someone that just happento past by your shoulder.

Just how many time must you treat me like this.):

I really cannot dont have you beside me!

Some pranks can be prank on your gf , but some cannot!

Can you understand me! PLS!

2008-11-07T00:17:00.000-08:00

Was so boring today~

Actually wanted to go out with Clar. but din.

Cos Mummy took my ez-link away! ERK.

She din give me any money too!!!!!!

Never mind. Actually wanted to go out with YanHui they all de.

Changed liao , everything prepared le. Suddenly dont feel like going out.):

No mood sia~

Lazy to chamge. Anyways , tmr going out with Clar and Ah Wei. This cloth , tmr can wear liao.

HEHE(:

Im so excited about tmr!
Ah Wei ar Ah Wei , pls , for godness-sack.

Pls behave tmr hor!!!(:

I cross my FINGER!

2008-11-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

Was with Bf today AGAIN! Haha~(:

Damn happy can~

Went to Bf's house first as his not really awake yet . LOL

Cabbed there. it's quit cheap. Only $9.10 From Bona Vista to Tpy. (: Not bad huh?

Continue watching my Ming Zong Zhu Ding.

About 2 or 3 plus , off we went out of that door~((((;

Went Plaza Sing today. Did some window shopping. Half way , me and Bf had a 'small' tiff.):

I MIA-ed for about almost half an hour. He couldn't find me. Obviously , his worried. WAHAHAHAAH!(:

Okay , i give in and went to find him. Have lunch at don't know what restaurant.(:

HEHE. The food there is AWESOME , FABULOUS , DELICIOUS , SUPERB!~

Hope to have next time.(:
Bf was very sorry about what he did and awarded me with MEDICURE! WOOH~
LOVE HIM LA~
Tmr going out with MinQi and meeting Nicko later on.(:
Going to meet Bf too~
Boy , I love you. And i promise i WILL behave just the way you like me too.(:
MUACKS!

That's retarded

My lovely boy!

2008-11-03T05:50:00.000-08:00

Went out today with Bf.(:

At first Bf today got work de , but i call him take Mc. Wahahaha(:

It's a success~ Went Queensway take my psp and off we go~

Went Bf's house first , cos his sick and wanted some rest.

While his sleeping , watched Ming Zong Zhu Ding alone.):

That show is so AWESOME!(:

Bf woke up around 3 plus. Ask him bring me out walk walk.

Went Tao PaYoh central walk around.

Im hungry , went for Sakae Sushi. Haas.

We played Da Wei Wang there.

Ate and Ate and Ate till damn F-ing full.

Don't need say also Bf win la.

But i only lost to him 1 plate nia.

Quite pro too~

Went More Than Words. Shop shop.

Bought a huge Eeyore home.

Damn cute la~

That's the first sofe toy Bf buy for me.(:

Im bored and i started singing , B-A-N-A-N-A , BANANA!~

Okay , Bf did find it irritating. But what can he do? Wahahaha.

Im not being evil here. But that's the fact , what can he do?????

Lastly , MiaoMiao , so sorry , ps you today.):

Im really sorry. Don't angry me k?(:

Photos not in order. It's all random!(:

Me and Bf(:

Lovely Boy and Me

My Superman~

Bf's plate & Mine

That retarded ME((((;

Carmiel's Superman!

His Hungry!

2008-11-02T06:54:00.000-08:00

Changed blogskin AGAIN!

Cos Im too bored!):

Me and Bf ok liao~(:

CHEERS!

Lazy to write liao.

See photos ba(:

Bear with me k(:Im sorry(:

Lastly , I don't want to play No-Talking game with you le.

Forgive me , my lovely boy.):

2008-11-01T18:32:00.000-07:00

Ytd went out with Nicko cos she OFF!
Finally la~ We actually planned to meet at 2 sharp at Je.But im late , so did Nicko. LOL!
Went Bugis to change Nicko's jumper to legging. The man there is like so BODOH la~ We say what he also believe. Thanks to me , Nicko is able to change that ugly jumper into her lovely legging.Haas((((;
After that went to make our nails. The place is cool~
Nice service too. The price is also affordable.
Nicko got a very ridiculous request. To draw Sponge-Bob square pants on her nails. The lady was like , WHAT?@.@
We took about 1 hour plus to do that stupid nails.
After that went to ChinaTown find Mummy. Saw my friend there. Chat chat awhile than go Queensway find Bf.
He ytd work with Kelly. She's cute and fun.(:
She remind me of someone. Can't mention her name here.(:
Told Bf i've done my nails. He expected it to be very nice. But i dissapoint him. LOL
Cos mine is normal de. Okay , he did scold me. But what can he do?
I've already done it and paid for it. Wahahahaha.
Wait for him fang gong , he came homw with me. He asked Mummy want go eat anot , Mummy keep say don't want. I also don't know why. Put my bag at home jiu went Starbucks.
The Newyork Cheesecake , DAMN NICE LA~
Halfway through , we talk about our ex. Don't know why , he seems to traet me colder than before.
We just say bye , we jiu go our own way le.):
I din go home straight. Went swing , sit down there. Thinking , what have i done this time round?):
Why is he behaving like that?
Went home about half an hour time cos it's pretty late le.
Came home bathed and went to sleep.
Bf suddenly called my house. I picked up. He just ask me , "You reached home le ar? What you doing? Oh , ok , bye."
Just like that. I couldn't sleep. Went downstair again to the swing at around 12.30.
Was alone there for about 1 hour or so.)))):
Mummy din wake up. Came home and slept through. Called Bf this morning. Din talk much.
We're like friends who just get to know each other.
Don't know this will continue till when?)))))))):

2008-10-31T22:22:00.000-07:00

Changed my blogskin today. LOL(:

Look messy though.

Met Bf for braekfast this morning. Im full , till now.((((;

Mum din really give me money recently.):

That's a sad news , cos i cant really SHOP!

Going out later with Nicko , but im still not ready yet.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Got to stop here liao , if not im going to be late!

Blog later when i reach home.(:

Miss you , my BOY!

ILY~

2008-10-30T06:21:00.000-07:00

Was out with Mummy today.(: Went to look at some furniture for our new HOME!

WAHHHHHHHHH~ Im shifting soon~ Wooh~

Okay , all the design there doesn't seems to catch my eyes. LOL

Looking around , saw some familiar faces. Din really say hi , just a smile will do.(:

I miss my Bf. 2days le. He din call me.):

He this few days work at Bugis. Don't know what's his doing now?

Maybe meeting Ah wei they all go back hostel ba. Maybe , or maybe not.

This is the first time we din talk or msg. Hiax

Just hope this is the first and the last ba.

Hope he won't forget that he have a Gf call YENNI.

Bf tmr home leave , hope to hear him soon.

Lovely boy , don't make my imagination run wild will you?

Im thinking this way not because i don't trust you. As you yourself know , that time at boat quey???

Im just worry , that's all. I give you my trust , don't take it for granted k?(:

Lovely boy , i have not say those three words to you so long le.

I din say , doesn't mean i don mean that way. I still do love you.

I will keep all the promised that i have given you.

I WILL! And , I LOVE YOU!

Took some photo at my new house due to bordness , and misses.(:

2008-10-29T21:16:00.000-07:00

寶貝

寶貝我的寶貝寶貝給你一點甜甜，

讓你今夜都好眠我的小鬼小鬼逗逗你的眉眼，

讓你喜歡這世界嘩啦啦啦啦啦我的寶貝，

倦的時候有個人陪唉呀呀呀呀呀我的寶貝，

要你知道你最美我的寶貝寶貝給你一點甜甜，

讓你今夜很好眠我的小鬼小鬼捏捏你的小臉，

讓你喜歡整個明天嘩啦啦啦啦啦

我的寶貝倦的時候有個人陪唉呀呀呀呀呀

我的寶貝要你知道你最美嘩啦啦啦啦啦

我的寶貝孤單時有人把你想念唉呀呀呀呀呀

我的寶貝要你知道你最美

This song is nice.(:

It's meaningfull too. That's for you my lovely boy!

ILY~

His MY BaoBei

2008-10-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

Was with Bf for the whole day again.(:

James give him off. Wahahaha.

Bf was sick , DAMN~sick.

So heart pain. Took care of him today.

Was sleeping half way , Bf suddenly shout [DEAR] , scared the hell out of me. Lol

I thought what thing happen , was so worried.

But he was soundly asleep. Wth!

Okay , i know he miss me very much , but don need like that right , huh?

My dear boy?

Today , we both cried le.

Cos i suddenly think what if he go NS , than that 2 yrs im alone.);

How am i going to survive!? ERK!

F that NS la~

But never mind , at least he will be home from Fri-Sat. Yea^.^V

ILY~ My dear boy!

2008-10-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

IM SO BORING~

Im so bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All that CRAMPS are making me NUTS~

2008-10-26T18:41:00.000-07:00

Was at Queensway shopping center ytd night with , Andrew , Choon Hoe & Bf.

Was always fun to be together with them.They're all cute , especially my lovely boy.

Was home late ytd AGAIN!

Bf came up to my home , shock the hell out of my mum.

Cos her hair is in a mess!

Wahahahaha~

Just look at Choon Hoe's face. His CUTE!
Girls out there. Anyone? Intersted?
LOL
Choon Hoe Choon Hoe For Sale!

Was with Bf till about going 11 last night. Ytd night is unforgettable. Really.

Was playing swing with Bf. Now than i know my lovely boy is more cuter than i thought.(:

Lovely boy , your cute!

MSG FOR BF:

Are you sure im the one , or just comfirm for now , for the time being?

You have comfrimed 3 girls infront of me , but the result for all is failed. Now im the 4th and you said your

confident about me. So how about the 3 in front of me? Last night you say you failed them. But will pass me?

Why? I ask what good i have. Yousay all those sweet things. I know they true. But that time im wondering ,

did you say all this to those 3?

Im confident about myself. How about you? After coming out you won't changea single bit , still confident

being my lovelyboy , my only yang yang? The one i love most?

Why must it be a compulsary for boys to go for NS?

Im scared , im worried , im afraid , im pissed off , im confused.))):

Don't you ever leave me alnoe , you promised me before. You break it , i will HATE you for life! I SWEAR!

2008-10-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

Ytd went out with my beloved BF!(:
Im so Happy la~ Went Vivo for some window shopping. Bought bangles! Window shopping is fun , but boring.): Cos i only can see cannot buy. That's STUPID! Bo bian la~bf don't allow me to buy cos he say i keep spent money without thinking.):

Okay okay , im sorry. Next time will think and spent it wisely de. Stop worrying like im a small kid k.(:

Went to Gloria Jeaat Coffees to slack. Vanilla chiller is nice! Do try out peeps.(:
Bf's Bro called me. OMG! F***king bad news. Bf father kena BUS bang! That bus is like so big , also can kena. Haiyoyoyo):

But luckily , his FINE! YEA!^.^V

I know Bf going to NS soon. So now , im going to show more love to prove to him that no matter what , i will wait for him de. Cos from the first day we together , i have been waiting for like so LONG la~
Bf looks so sad , but i don know what to do. But give giving him all this NONSENSE ytd. Hope he will understand why im behaving like that. I just want him to fang xin about me.(;

I really don know what to say.

He can say i no feeling , my feeling to him fade or whatsoever.

But none of them is true!

Im acting this way cos i don want him to ser bu de.):

You think i no feeling de meh?HUH!
You think i ser de meh? You think my feeling fade huh!

Than have you ever think how much i do to prove to you everything that you are nucertain of me.):

Everytime you ask me about how i feel about you , and whatever ans i have given you. It's all the truth! Belive it or not , it's up to you.

But all i have to say is I LOVE YOU , my lovely boy! You will always be the only boy that i love MOST!

Ytd was back home pretty late.

Mum wasn't really happy about it. But she still have to give in.

WAHAHAHA!(:

MUMMY I LOVE YOU TOO!

Moodless

2008-10-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

Bf tell me something very shocking , he have NO EARLY DISCHARGED!

FUCKING MR PEH! IHY!_I_

Bf will only be discharged during mid Nov.):

That's not the worst , once his discharged , he will be going to NS. 2Years!

2YEARS! OMFG!

I can't bear to let him go! Really don't bear to!

To Bf:

I will be home waiting for you to come home. Back to my side.

I will wait for you no matter what. I have been waiting for you to discharged since the first day we're together.

I won't forget all the promises that you have given me. Im waiting for you to fulfill all this promise.

Your important to me. Even if your in there , i will still remember the days when we luanghed , we loved , we shed tears and the days that we quarreled. Don't ever worry about me running away from you. I hereby promise you that i won't ever leave you and i will wait for you to come back to my side. I will really miss you so much.

I'll keep every single time we spent together now deep down in my heart and save it in my brain.

Im worry after your NS , you will forget who am i and how much we loved each other once.

You'll always be my baby , i promise.

YANG YI SONG , ILY~!

Trust me k?(:

2008-10-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

Flying-fox!

Me and Miao

MinQi &Me

Today went to the Cofidence camp thing.
It's fun , but keep RAINING!

All the activities are fun , but not the Rock-Climbing. It's F-ing BORING!
And the food that they gave us for lunch , sucks like shit!

But i finished it cos im damn hungry!

Din meet Bf today.Just one day , i jiu miss him like never miss him before.):

Bf say Ah Ping going to check on him and Boyer. Hope nothing happen to them ba , especially Bf.(((:

Actually bf tmr off de , but tmr not enough staff , his off changed to Sat. Can't wait!

Omg , say till tmr , im going to take back my report book liao. Im scared.

My hands are shaking , my hearts beating , feeling so unwell , so nervous. Don't know do what hao.-.-'

Im so scared , really scared! heng don't need meet parents. If not i will just faint there. LOL!

Im turning in soon. So tired.

Took some photo. It's sharing time.

Take a look ba. Pictures talking!

2008-10-22T06:33:00.001-07:00

ME
Me agian
Me and cigg box!
Me
Me and Bf

Yang Yang and me
Choon Hoe's Backview
Choon Hoe vacuuming
Choon Hoe's front view

Lovely couple
Jie yong

Water baby

Im Being KIDNAPPED
Miao's cai-dai Dance

UNO!

Clean Clean Clean

Scrab Scrab Scrab

Today went to school , it's kinda wrong timing. Cos we are doing CLASS CLEANING!):

Okay , i admit i din do anything at all. Nope , me and miao did clean one table each , but give up half way. LOL!

Today is so boring! School ended early , damn early!

I cabbed back home straight away. Cos my bag is damn F-ing heavy!

Din have my breakfast nor my lunch.): Quite hungry.

Came home played viwawa awhile than went to find BF. YEA!(:

Today Bf work with Choon Hoe! He brought his lap-top along. Watch movie , 'Hancocok'.

It's nice~(: Just reach home. Not tired at all. don't know why oso.(: Just feel happy to see Bf today. Just his one BIG smile , my day jiu will brighten up! Heheh.

ILH sososososo much~

Im going to watch tv le~Hehe.(((:

Took some photo , im sharing it , im not selfish!

Oh , tmr having 1 day camp. Looking forward to it! Enjoy the photo ar!

No skill , so not nice ar.(:

2008-10-20T20:31:00.000-07:00

IM BORED AT HOME~

Chatting with Tim and Nicko on MSN! Today din go school as well.

Miao this morning call me , she seems to be bored at school.

This make me feel more like not going school.-.-'

But mum looks so *DISSAPOINTED* looking at me , staying home , not doing anything.

Hmmmm , today not going anywhere. So BORED la~

Bf didn't call me till now. I think Boyer is late for work again!

Miss Girlfriends and him so much.

I've decided to go school TMR!

WAHAHAHAHAHA~

Wait for me ya' , you all! LOL

2008-10-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

Net , Qi , Nic , Me
"""""
That idiot me.

6 of us!

Me & Clar
Net , qi , Sick Clar & Me

Me & Zheng
Yan Rui , Yan Zhen , Me & Yan Hui
""""

Home sweet home!

Homes the best ar!(:

Just reach home not long. Was being lock outside , cos i forget my keys! ERK!_I_

Spending whole day with bf , feel so good la~

Long time never like that le , don't even know when's the next time.):

Have not beem to school for almost 4 days or more.

Schools so boring. Nothing to do.

Tmr don't know want go school anot? So sian.

Stay at home also sian , go school also sian.

Go far-east find bf and Boyer they all also sian. Only play psp over there.

KNS la~

Life's so boring , so meaningless.

don't talk much here liao.

Just spent my 4th month anni. should feel happy.

Im like talking all the F-ing craps la~

lol

Was screening through my phone , saw recent but not very recent photos.

After all this nonsense and craps , finally , it's PHOTO TIME!(:

Good night everyone!

Im off to my Lala-land le!

SWEET DREAMS!

2008-10-19T23:05:00.000-07:00

Im at bf house now! YEA!!^.^V

Took a long journey bus here , it took nearly 2 hours.

Okay la , not that long. We did stop at queensway coffee shop for our BREAKFAST!

The prawn noodle is nice , but too plain le.

Bf have hor fun . taste so salty la~

When we bought the bus , bf lost his balance.

Nearly fall off the stairs.

Haas! Look like idiot la. But cute. LOL!

Took some picture on our way.

Not much.

stop here than.

Let the pics do the talking.(:

2008-10-19T18:09:00.000-07:00

Shy Shy(:

Mimi(:

This was ytd's photo. Din really took much. Cos they all camera SHY!

LOL

Going to bf house le. Post later ba.

Miss Him

2008-10-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

Meet bf today at queensway. Accompanied him work tll 9.

Actually im not in the mood to meet him , cos it's rainig damn HEAVY!

Like F la~

Took a cab down , and the cad fare is cheap , only $6.30.

Cheap right? lol

Saw bf not in the right mood. Din have the courage to ask him , scared kena scolding.):

I rather shut my bloody mouth than ask him.

Mimi was at work today. Heard taht she's pragnent AGAIN!

Aiyoyo , don know how she's going to solve this problem again.

Just hope she can solve it in a right way ba.

Have my dinner there , it was superb~

Damn nice. Uncle jia liao. Haas.

Thx Ar~

Tmr bf don know got off anot.

That STUPID james la~

KNS

Meeting him tmr for breakfast. Looking forward to it.

Took some photo at ZINC.

All look quite stupid.

Haas.

Going to my Lala-land le.

Good-night everyone.(:

SWEET DREAMS!

Blog Done!

2008-10-18T22:43:00.001-07:00

Im done with my Blog!

Finally man!(:

Change topic ba.

I've found myself a good bf , but he really don't have any time for me. Im not asking for anything , i just want him to be by my side , that all!

Is it so hard to ask for?

Job is important , SO AM I! I gave you everthing that you ask for , but why can't you?

Im getting tired with all your little NONSENE!

You've chnaged my life with your smile,

but you just cant maintain that smile on my face.

you'r my everything,but am i yours?

work,work and work is all i know from you since the day we've met.

Im losing all the strenght. Pls,just give me some of your time,will you?

3months have gone , coming to the 4th month le.

Will all this loving still go on?

I hope so.

I cant take a break now , once a break is take , everything will be gone.

Pls don leave me alone in the dark.

I don like it.

For my sack , will you just give yourself a break , to slow down your pace?

You are too fast for me to catch up!

REALLY HARD TO CATCH UP!