Im talking to you now. But i just cant bring myself to talk to you normally.

Im worried that whatever i say now , will hurt you in future.

Pardon me for behaving like this. After whatever that have happen not long ago , and whatever the PERSON have told you behind my back , i have to be more careful about myself.

Im sorry if im being selfish. I rather keep everything to myself than letting you know.

Im scared now. I don't want to share anything with you. I just don't know why?

Maybe you should just say thx to that SOMEONE! Im scared i will hurt you.

If you really try to trust me , i really never like HIM before. That's all i can say.

Believe it or not , i don't want to care anymore. Im tired. I need some rest.

Being with you , is very xin fu , not xin ku. Your family is wonderful , sweet and lovely , even your father's gf. But your friends is giving me STRESS! Im wondering am i YOUR Gf or HIS Gf. His making me scared of you and him.

Sorry. But i do LOVE YOU! My lovely boy! This is how i feel now. I don't mean anything my boy.