CHRISTMAS EVE WAS FUN!!!
Went out with ZhiYong , Ah Shun , YanShan & Bf(;
Went town to count down(; Wooh~it's like damn crowded. There's noways to walk , we have to squeeze thorugh a narrow path , we even have to say excuse me to pass thorugh. WTH!
Everyone has a bottle of spray. Like siao , everyone was sparying , that makes them look like an idiot who din wash their hair clean and came out of the toilet with shampoo on. lolol
Went to catch Twillight , and the show ended late , midnight , i think. Wth , saw alot of familiar faces.
Outside Cine was like Hell , so smoky , it seems like everyone there somkes. lolol
After watching the show , Ah Shun say he wanted to take pic , but it's too crowded. And ZhiYong suggested that we walk to Db to take instead. We walk all the way to ps , but ps is also very crowded. Slacked at starbucks and reach home late.(:
That night was sos0sososos FUN!~
Pics with ZhiYong , cant upload any.):

Hey people(:
Finally bought my school shoe ytd with Bf , but theres still 1 last thing i haven even buy.
That's SCHOOL BAG! ERK!
Not only that , i haven even done any of my holi's hw.[damn]
Who will be good enough to help me with it?! Kindsoul,anyone?
Got to ciong all the way liao.
Going out later. Clubbing / pubbing? Not sure. Maybe or maybe not.
Gonna stay out late today.
Going back to get my beauty sleep back , im lack of resting): . lolol
Blog again when im back , i guess.

Feels like I have always known you

And I swear I dreamt about you

All those endless nights I was alone

It's like I've spent forever searching

Now I know that it was worth it

With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels

Thought I knew how it feelsBut with you

it's like the first day of my lifeCuz you leave me

speechlessWhen you talk to me

People , people , people.(:
Im back. Was working this few days.
Damn , sales was like F! But never mind , Bf was there for me like , the whole day.lolol
Today was feeling sick , so wont be working.
Currently , im at Bf's house slacking.((;
WAHAHAHAHAHA!
That's all ba , tmr will be going out with miao , (i think)
Cya ya(:

WAHAHAHAHA!:OOOOOO

Back home posting.

Went out with Bf. Din really did any shopping.):
Never mind , i dont think i need any shopping either. lolol(:

Actually , intend to meet YanShan and Ah Shun they all de , cos today Shan come out.

But don know why , Ah shun say not meeting le.

I wanted to go bugis do something , but Bf end up going to Penisular.[Damn]

Walk around , notice that theres nothing much there.

Wanted to walk to Bugis Street but Bf forget how to.-.- So , went to take bus , but we waited at the wrong side.[shit]

Was walking around and Bf remembered how to go Bs. So we walk there , otw , we played , Jie-long.

Haas , i OWNED la!~

Took a cigg from nei-nei. Have our dinner at Big-bird and now im here , HOME SWEET HOME!(:

I love you more than anything.(:

You're the most important person that have ever appear in my life.

My dearest , sweetest , cutest , YANG YANG!

Oh well , oh well , oh well.

Im so sorry to say this , IGNORE THE PREVIOUS POST!

I've been like saying this for about 45678910 times.

We've got back together. I felt so stupid writting this now. Cos it's so embarrassing , not bcos im back with him , but cos i got so worked up last night , and now we're back together again. lolol:D

WTH!

But , oh well , im happy though. :DDD

I really hope thats the last time we actually scream at each other , like no human business.

Ok people , we're back TOGETHER again(: I'll love you DEARLY! I SWEAR across my heart!<3

p.s:Dickson , Im not your friend's Gf. Your funny.((: Im ok now le , not to worry. :D

People stop asking me if we're still together , ans: "NO"
Im really happy being with the past 5 months plus going 6 , really.
You told me that im special to you , you told me that im beautiful in your eyes , you told me that you will marry me , you told me you will give in to me no matter what.
But now , everything end now , this second , this min.
Goodbye my love , Goodbye my Yang Yang.
Take care of yourself well , dont get sick again le.
Don't be missing again at home. Tell your parents you wont be at home , so that they wont be so worried.
Everything must handle well , dont get fed up so easily.
Everything will be settle well when your calm.
GOOD BYE!

I will be loving you secreatly , taking care of you secreatly , and miss you secreatly.
I will be counting the days that you leave me , cos you left a very deep impact inside me.
I love you , my dear boy!

SHUT UP!

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一天 我们有缘在见 你会不会想起 说过的永远

This is excatly how i feel now

Everything happened too fast , i cant really remember.

All i know is Bf yelled at me very loudly , he got fed up , i got fed up and i just went off like that.

After the yelling of sound passing through my head , all i know is , i have to GET OUT OF HERE!

I couldn't cry , i couldn't shout , i couldn't do anything. I just simply walk away , pretending that theres nothing going on.

I dont really know what to do than , went off to my mum place.

Sitting alone at the Bus-Stop , thinking 'am i going to ba alone again?' 'Where is Bf , what is he doing now?'

Get on the bus , the bus just came to the next stop , and there Bf is.

He din saw at first , but when he borded the bus , he went off the bus again.

I just remain seated and pretend that i din even noticed him. I was crying all the way , with my face covered.

That was the worst day ever in my life. All i do ytd was to pretend , pretend and pretend.

I din want my mum know whats happening and force myself with a smile.

Look so fake , with my red eyes. I complained that my contact hurts.

Im sitting inside my mum office , doing nothing.

Bf should be having fun with Ah shun ba.

Hope he will take care of himself and not let his parents worried again.

'Smile 1 day , cry also 1 day , why not smile?'(((:

Maybe im not big enough for you.

Maybe im not matured enough for you.

Maybe we're not suitable.

Or even , maybe we shouldn't be together in the first place.

Or even , im not up to your expectation.

Whatever that is , i accept it.

Pretending that im suitable fopr you ,

Pretending that im matured enough for you,

pretending that im the one for you. Everything will soon come an end

The decision is for you.

I will tell myself , i have given every single love from me to you

And im sastisfied with everything that you have given me

The love , the care , the encouragement.

Even if im forced to leave you , i will leave you with a smile

I will hold back my tears , pretend that it's ok

This way , you will leave without knowing that you actually hurt someone that deep.

Cos you alr forgotten the FOREVER you once said to me!

This few weeks spend alot of time with Bf.((((:

[Three Cheers]

Was having so much fun with ah shun and co.(:

Bf was always there for me whenever i need him. I have been nagging alot of things to Bf cos i cannot tahan keeping everything inside my heart , suffering alone.): Bf din got irritated but just keep silent and listen to me nagging.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!<3

Went Bukit Batok Hostel to get Bf's ic from Mr Teng[i think]

Was there with Bf and Bf's mum.

His mum was so hilarious. lolol :DDDD

So much laughter.

Baby got very sick now , but he put up a strong front for me. Cos he knows i need him badly.):

Even though his badly sick and tired , he still manage to get up early to sent me to work , pei me work till off , and every night , he will reach home about 12 , and have to wake up the next morning about 7 plus to fetch me from home to work.)))))):

Baby thx alot for being there for me. Sometimes , you do need a rest yourself , your not a robot , you don work in need of a battery or charger , k? I appreciate it alot.

Went Jp after hostel.

WOW! Jp is like , SO BIG!

Walk Walk around to familiarise.(:

Later Bf Coming to find me. YEA.^.^V

Was having my dinner at Jp and that bloody chicken wing just wonuldn't listen to my instruction!

F!!!

Bf help me with it. Looks easy to me huh.

lolol

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Wah piang eh!

Cut CUt Cut

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Wah , finally.[Phew]

Baby i love you!
Thx for everything that you ahve done for me.
Don't say yourself not good le , your the best in my eyes k.
You've done alot of things for me alr , don't say yourself useless.
Accept the fact that you've done far much more better.
I really feel really in love with you.
Remember what you promise me lat night , you wont leave me.(:
I LOVE YOU YANG YI SONG!

Ytd went out with Bf , Eric(yanshan) , ah Shun(jiawei) , ah Mao , Zhi yong , Yong an and i asked clar to tag along.(: Fun la~

But damn shit , it's drizzling all the way. We're all wet.=.="

Ignored the drizzle and just cycle around East Cost , Zhi yong leading in front.

After cycling for about 1 hour or maybe 2(?) we're all damn shit tired.

Returned the bic and off we went to have our dinner at parkway.

Went to Mac at East coast to clean up and Clar noticed that her 'slipper' koyak. lolol

Damn funny la. can't help it and was laughing like siao:DDDDDDDD

Zhi yong bought a slipper for her at 7-11. Cool~

Everyone was like , 'mine also spoil leh , buy for me la!'

Walk all the way to parkway even though we are all tired.

Had steam-boat there. Nice~but not very la. lolol

Me , clar and Bf went home first , cos it's pretty late.(:

Clar took the same bus as me and Bf.

Bf and me dropped off first and clar drop somewhere futhur.(:

Just as to say , Ytd was FUN FUN &FUN!

Ytd night was fun! Lazy to elaborate. Just simpify(:

-Met Bf at his house

-Get a call from shun.

-Went to meet them at cine

-caught a movie call Quaran

-Scary~(DAMN)

-Gross , Unexpected Shockness! (ERK)

-Went Esplanade

-Chill at StarBucks

-Something went wrong there

-Atmosphere was damn

-Walk around with ah mao's gf(kiamin)&ZhenYu

-Nice knowing them

-Took some pics

-Finally , home sweet home!

-Going out with the same group of ppl

-Clar tagging along

-CYCLING!

-COOL(Woot)

-Another Fun Day Coming Up~

Went out with BabyFace.(:

Went vivo , bugis & have our dinner at big bird.(:

The wanton Mee not very nice la , in my opinion la , but Bf say very nice. =.= "

Have a small quarrel with Bf at Vivo. B'cos of my bloody mouth. Why cant i just say something nice?????);

I din mean it that way. Really. Maybe i put it in a wrong way and wrong say. But i din mean it.

I kept quite din mean im angry. It's my fault , i wont be angry.

Im just thinking back what i have did and what bad thing i've said to you. Im not like any others girls that you've said. IM NOT!!!!!

Nevertheless , we still have ourself back. HEHE. Thx Bb for always giving into me.

I will go fan xing fan xing de.

Schools gonna start in about 1 months time. AHHHHHHH! I've not done anything yet. HELL!

Gonna buck up for nest year N le.):

Gonna say bye to holis and hi to books. DAMN
I LOVE YOU LA DEY!